hate to b compared with!!
Friday, April 20, 2007
many of my friends like to ask me this question... how do u feel got a sister studying in the same form as u??we were in the same form ever since she 'jump' class (PTS) . well i am really proud to have a smart sis like her.. this i wouldn't deny. i'm actually glad to b in the same class with her. we were in the same class from form 3 till last sem. we enjoyed everything we did.... especially during our secondary days... the study grp.. projects, friends n everything. but now... i dunno. we dun really share the common things we shared anymore...another prob i face is... ever since she jump class i was compared with her. i'm not that smart as her.... almost all her results will beat mine... i only win her once which is in UPSR. my parents will juz non-stop comparing my results with hers.. this really makes me feel very stress. i'll juz leave that to rest as she is my sis.. i love her.. i wish her to outdo me too. the most terrible thing is that... my parents they dont only compare me with my sis they even compare me with their colleague's children. some of them r also studying the same course as me n some has already graduated.. i dun understand... y they cant juz leave me to do wat i wanna do. y cant they like other parents. at least say some good words to me when i failed.
nevermind... i dun care anymore.
♥ Let it Rain.